Monday, December 8, 2008

bludgeoning...

This will be my only stressed out hell week/finals post. I'm self-diagnosing myself with ADD; I really have to bludgeon my imagination into submission in order to read or do anything. It's a sad state. Why focus? Why discipline the mind? What is this getting me?
I only keep going because I know it will be over soon. I'm very much looking forward to real life over break; cooking, playing music, building, reading with reckless abandon (as opposed to isolated purpose).
Also, I'm going to have to borrow significantly more money to go to Mexico next semester than I thought or ever had to borrow before. Also, what the hell is up with the damn OCS fee of about $2k on top of the Grinnell tuition, which is already way over the actual program cost. Consider this my first "donation," as an alum, jerks.

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